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born expanded and will one day die not ready

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My Big Breakborn expanded and will one day die not ready

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July 7, 2022
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hold hard the mop handle

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My Big Breakhold hard the mop handle

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June 30, 2022
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i speak bodies of water into a deeper, more restorative power

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My Big BreakI speak bodies of water into a deeper, more restorative power

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#122
June 23, 2022
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the heft of something actual

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My Big Breakthe heft of something actual

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June 9, 2022
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the world ought to hear the racket

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Ben Seretan & The EarlyIn Two

i don't have a new track for you today - ran outta time - but i do have something archival for you to hear. the record linked above - Ben Seretan & the Early's "In Two" - came out ten years and one day ago. we didn't necessarily mean for this to line up the way that it did, but I'm about to do a little run of shows with the current incarnation of the Early, so it feels appropriate to revisit this exuberant LP. you can check it out, and I wrote about it below.

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#120
June 2, 2022
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never do nothing twice

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My Big Breaknever do nothing twice

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#119
May 26, 2022
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go, go, gone, poof

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My Big Breakgo, go, gone, poof

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#118
May 19, 2022
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the steady push of new life, warm and heaving on the sidewalk

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Ben SeretanLive Waves

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#117
May 5, 2022
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paid post preview - just a helpless little invertebrate awash on the tides

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today's edition of the newsletter is for paying subscribers only - it includes a big cloud of piano chords, lap steel whale calls, and writing about maritime law, being underwater, and running into the Pacific Ocean.

you, too, can sign up for a paid subscription via the "sign up for a premium subscription" link at the bottom of this email - you'll get every edition of this project, one tone zone a year, plus some other goodies. you'll also keep the work going - - every bit helps.

thanks for being here, regardless - - I truly appreciate it

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#116
April 21, 2022
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just a helpless little invertebrate awash on the tides

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My Big Breakjust a helpless little invertebrate awash on the tides
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#115
April 21, 2022
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one cracked can at a time

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My Big Breakone cracked can at a time
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#114
April 7, 2022
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big breaths are coming in and in and in

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My Big Breakbig breaths are coming in and in and in
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#113
March 24, 2022
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I put on little sunglasses to further signal that the vibe had shifted

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My Big BreakI put on little sunglasses to further signal that the vibe had shifted
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#112
March 10, 2022
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sun bleached sites of my western youth

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My Big Breaksun bleached sites of my western youth
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#111
March 3, 2022
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2 Years of Youth Pastoral

What's up, MBB Premium Subscribers ~

Today marks two years since YOUTH PASTORAL came out, which is a very difficult fact for me to accept! It still feels like only yesterday I was shipping off the first copies and playing the songs for friends in a crowded room.

As the anniversary date approached, I found myself getting sad about it - where had the time gone? But instead of getting down about it and thinking about what could have been, I decided to do something fun instead. So I whipped up the below obnoxiously bright commemorative t-shirts - - they're up on Bandcamp now and you all get 30% off with the code "ypshirtdiscount" at checkout.

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#110
February 28, 2022
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we grind the bones of our leisure

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My Big Breakwe grind the bones of our leisure
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#109
February 24, 2022
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snag a flash of it

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My Big Breaksnag a flash of it
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#108
February 17, 2022
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the faces in the throw

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My Big Breakthe faces in the throw
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#107
February 10, 2022
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a holler from behind a door

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My Big Breaka holler from behind a door
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#106
February 3, 2022
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secret dark art happening

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My Big Breaksecret dark art happening
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#105
January 27, 2022
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like riotous chrysanthemum bulbs

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My Big Breaklike riotous chrysanthemum bulbs
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#104
January 20, 2022
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(paid preview) squinting right into the lens

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every few weeks this newsletter will be for premium subscribers only and today’s installment is one of those ~

paying mbb readers got a self-destructive slapper of a track and thoughts on why I love watching human faces speaking into cameras (but I won't withhold my recommendations: "Where Are We? Our Trip Through America," the films of Les Blank, "How to with John Wilson").

i'm also going to try something ambitious - all paying readers will also be entitled to one personal tone zone per year

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#103
January 13, 2022
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squinting right into the lens

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My Big Breaksquinting right into the lens
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#102
January 13, 2022
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a little spear of night in their beak

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My Big Breaka little spear of night in their beak
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#101
January 6, 2022
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heaven is a void between load screens

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My Big Breakheaven is a void between load screens
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#100
December 30, 2021
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against a miraculous backdrop

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https://mybigbreak.bandcamp.com/track/against-a-miraculous-backdrop

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#99
December 23, 2021
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civil twilight, tandem bicycle

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My Big Breaktandem bicycle, civil twilight
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#98
December 16, 2021
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feels like my house suddenly has walls

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My Big Breakfeels like my house suddenly has walls
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#97
December 9, 2021
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I want to hold it all up to the light

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My Big BreakI want to hold it all up to the light
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#96
December 2, 2021
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coaxed from the walls by wild coincidence

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My Big Breakcoaxed from the walls by wild coincidence
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#95
November 25, 2021
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big and brave enough

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My Big Breakbig and brave enough

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#94
November 18, 2021
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mirror in the shape of my face

My Big Breakmirror in the shape of my face

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today's track is partially me remembering how to play acoustic guitar

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#93
November 11, 2021
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a glimmering chain of yes

My Big Breaka glimmering chain of yes

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today's track is a jammer in two halves ~

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#92
November 4, 2021
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their shining sword

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#91
October 28, 2021
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hands at 10 and 2

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#90
October 21, 2021
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the rollicking scrub

My Big Breakthe rollicking scrub

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today's track is made up entirely of samples of my own voice, played back on a synth and then dubbed onto tape and re-recorded

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#89
October 14, 2021
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paid preview - the warmth between you hangs there, swirling

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every few weeks this newsletter will be for premium subscribers only and today’s installment is one of those!

premium mbb readers got a surprisingly crunchy weekly track, thoughts on how to shape your kitchen with your laughter, and a very special live recording from when I played a baby grand piano in a stately manor in Amsterdam last month ~

these subscriptions help me a lot and keep this project going - i would greatly appreciate your support if you like our thursdays together ~

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#88
October 7, 2021
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the warmth between you hangs there, swirling

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#87
October 7, 2021
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paint thinner punch from a styrofoam cup

My Big Breakpaint thinner punch from a styrofoam cup

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today's track features the now-gorgeously out-of-tune piano that lives in my girlfriend's sculpture studio - I didn't like playing it for a time but now it has, how do you say, character

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#86
September 30, 2021
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dancing bodies would vanish

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#85
September 23, 2021
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cutting the last hour of the velvet

My Big Breakcutting the last hour of the velvet

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today's track features the grand piano next to a coffee bar I've been playing every day since I arrived in Denmark (which I've unceremoniously lost access to on my last day in town, but that's another story).

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#84
September 16, 2021
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it held high the martyrs

My Big Breakit held high the martyrs

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today's track features an improvisation recorded in Denmark and audio captured on the lightly-sinking boat I wrote about last week (you can hear the phrase "some water got in" uttered aloud near the beginning, haha).

since I last wrote I've been to Germany and Amsterdam and back, where I saw a flaming branch dropped into fog and danced in an empty pool until late into the night and played a secret grand piano for a select audience late in the evening - living at the pace I nearly used to, internalizing that its still possible.

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#83
September 9, 2021
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little hoots of pained delight

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#82
September 2, 2021
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a ghost with its shoelaces tied together

My Big Breaka ghost with its shoelaces tied together

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writing to you, incredibly, from Aarhus, a tidy, briny, beautiful place.

today's track is even gentler than usual. i remebered all of a sudden that space and emptiness are possible.

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#81
August 26, 2021
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wherever the thunder rumbles down

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#80
August 19, 2021
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the less of it

My Big Breakthe less of it

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Right off the bat I have to tell you: I was recently very directly exposed to COVID and I have to drop off the shows I was set to play in NYC this weekend. I was extremely looking forward to performing again, but it's way too much of a risk for me to come down there.

The Whatever's Clever showcase at the Broadway is still happening, though, and I urge you to go (vax'd and mask'd). Saturday's show is postponed until....further notice?

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#79
August 12, 2021
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carving granite in the dark

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#78
August 5, 2021
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is that hope realistic?

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#77
July 29, 2021
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preview ~ I wanna damage a windshield in the parking lot

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today's newsletter is for paying subscribers - it includes big washes of synth swells, a rundown of just how great it felt to sing and sweat for a gathered crowd last weekend, and a picture of my big, beautiful birthday cake

When the drums came in it sounded so tremendous, bigger than I've ever heard it. I was beaming and singing, and then right on cue, at a painfully perfect moment in the song's crescendo, Liam turned on the fog and the lasers, which joined the already spinning disco ball. Like heaven opening, truly.

If you'd like to pay for a subscription, receive every email/goodie, and also support this project, you can scroll to the bottom of the email or check this link.

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#76
July 22, 2021
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I wanna damage a windshield in the parking lot

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#75
July 22, 2021
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