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(click the link / empire plaza fireworks to listen)

My Big Breakborn expanded and will one day die not ready

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(click the link / Albany underpass to listen)

My Big Breakhold hard the mop handle

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(click the link / rockaway takeoff to listen)

My Big BreakI speak bodies of water into a deeper, more restorative power

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(click the link / solarium scene to listen)

My Big Breakthe heft of something actual

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(click the link to listen)

Ben Seretan & The EarlyIn Two

i don't have a new track for you today - ran outta time - but i do have something archival for you to hear. the record linked above - Ben Seretan & the Early's "In Two" - came out ten years and one day ago. we didn't necessarily mean for this to line up the way that it did, but I'm about to do a little run of shows with the current incarnation of the Early, so it feels appropriate to revisit this exuberant LP. you can check it out, and I wrote about it below.

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(click the link / flash photo froggy to listen)

My Big Breaknever do nothing twice

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(click the link / terrible picture of the moon to listen)

My Big Breakgo, go, gone, poof

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(click the link / distorted piggly wiggly logo to listen)

Ben SeretanLive Waves

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today's edition of the newsletter is for paying subscribers only - it includes a big cloud of piano chords, lap steel whale calls, and writing about maritime law, being underwater, and running into the Pacific Ocean.

you, too, can sign up for a paid subscription via the "sign up for a premium subscription" link at the bottom of this email - you'll get every edition of this project, one tone zone a year, plus some other goodies. you'll also keep the work going - - every bit helps.

thanks for being here, regardless - - I truly appreciate it

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(click the link / family of bears to listen)

My Big Breakjust a helpless little invertebrate awash on the tides

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(click the link / bricks to listen)

My Big Breakone cracked can at a time

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(click the link / statue in the fog to listen)

My Big Breakbig breaths are coming in and in and in

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(click the link / dating show set to listen)

My Big BreakI put on little sunglasses to further signal that the vibe had shifted

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(click the link / column of jerash to listen)

My Big Breaksun bleached sites of my western youth

What's up, MBB Premium Subscribers ~

Today marks two years since YOUTH PASTORAL came out, which is a very difficult fact for me to accept! It still feels like only yesterday I was shipping off the first copies and playing the songs for friends in a crowded room.

As the anniversary date approached, I found myself getting sad about it - where had the time gone? But instead of getting down about it and thinking about what could have been, I decided to do something fun instead. So I whipped up the below obnoxiously bright commemorative t-shirts - - they're up on Bandcamp now and you all get 30% off with the code "ypshirtdiscount" at checkout.

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(click the link / swarming crows to listen)

My Big Breakwe grind the bones of our leisure

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(click the link / ice palace to listen)

My Big Breaksnag a flash of it

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(click the link / snowy crow hideout to listen)

My Big Breakthe faces in the throw

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(click the link / frozen antenna topper to listen)

My Big Breaka holler from behind a door

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(click the link / swarming sunset crows to listen)

My Big Breaksecret dark art happening

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(click the curtain on the window / link to listen)

My Big Breaklike riotous chrysanthemum bulbs

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every few weeks this newsletter will be for premium subscribers only and today’s installment is one of those ~

paying mbb readers got a self-destructive slapper of a track and thoughts on why I love watching human faces speaking into cameras (but I won't withhold my recommendations: "Where Are We? Our Trip Through America," the films of Les Blank, "How to with John Wilson").

i'm also going to try something ambitious - all paying readers will also be entitled to one personal tone zone per year

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(click the guinea feather / link to listen)

My Big Breaksquinting right into the lens

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(click the link / fabulous sunset to listen)

My Big Breaka little spear of night in their beak

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(click the link / power lines at dusk to listen)

My Big Breakheaven is a void between load screens

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(click the link / the elegant japanese maple in the rain to listen)

https://mybigbreak.bandcamp.com/track/against-a-miraculous-backdrop

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My Big Breaktandem bicycle, civil twilight

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My Big Breakfeels like my house suddenly has walls

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(click the marvelous parking lot sky to listen)

My Big BreakI want to hold it all up to the light

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My Big Breakcoaxed from the walls by wild coincidence

My Big Breakbig and brave enough

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(click the beautiful afternoon light to listen)

My Big Breakmirror in the shape of my face

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(click the ginkgo leaves to listen)

today's track is partially me remembering how to play acoustic guitar

My Big Breaka glimmering chain of yes

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(click the link above to listen)

today's track is a jammer in two halves ~

My Big Breakthe rollicking scrub

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(click the link above to listen)

today's track is made up entirely of samples of my own voice, played back on a synth and then dubbed onto tape and re-recorded

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every few weeks this newsletter will be for premium subscribers only and today’s installment is one of those!

premium mbb readers got a surprisingly crunchy weekly track, thoughts on how to shape your kitchen with your laughter, and a very special live recording from when I played a baby grand piano in a stately manor in Amsterdam last month ~

these subscriptions help me a lot and keep this project going - i would greatly appreciate your support if you like our thursdays together ~

My Big Breakpaint thinner punch from a styrofoam cup

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(click the link/image above and listen)

today's track features the now-gorgeously out-of-tune piano that lives in my girlfriend's sculpture studio - I didn't like playing it for a time but now it has, how do you say, character

My Big Breakcutting the last hour of the velvet

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today's track features the grand piano next to a coffee bar I've been playing every day since I arrived in Denmark (which I've unceremoniously lost access to on my last day in town, but that's another story).

My Big Breakit held high the martyrs

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today's track features an improvisation recorded in Denmark and audio captured on the lightly-sinking boat I wrote about last week (you can hear the phrase "some water got in" uttered aloud near the beginning, haha).

since I last wrote I've been to Germany and Amsterdam and back, where I saw a flaming branch dropped into fog and danced in an empty pool until late into the night and played a secret grand piano for a select audience late in the evening - living at the pace I nearly used to, internalizing that its still possible.

My Big Breaka ghost with its shoelaces tied together

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writing to you, incredibly, from Aarhus, a tidy, briny, beautiful place.

today's track is even gentler than usual. i remebered all of a sudden that space and emptiness are possible.

My Big Breakthe less of it

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Right off the bat I have to tell you: I was recently very directly exposed to COVID and I have to drop off the shows I was set to play in NYC this weekend. I was extremely looking forward to performing again, but it's way too much of a risk for me to come down there.

The Whatever's Clever showcase at the Broadway is still happening, though, and I urge you to go (vax'd and mask'd). Saturday's show is postponed until....further notice?

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today's newsletter is for paying subscribers - it includes big washes of synth swells, a rundown of just how great it felt to sing and sweat for a gathered crowd last weekend, and a picture of my big, beautiful birthday cake

When the drums came in it sounded so tremendous, bigger than I've ever heard it. I was beaming and singing, and then right on cue, at a painfully perfect moment in the song's crescendo, Liam turned on the fog and the lasers, which joined the already spinning disco ball. Like heaven opening, truly.

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